In fact, my younger brother died right in front of me from the same hopeless addictive trap and spiritual slavery I was in. I tried desperately for years to control my own life, but ended up losing everything and nearly dying and going to prison. Unfortunately, the only thing I could do successfully was destroy everything precious in my life and abuse everyone else around me. I was able to hide my dark secrets for years, until finally everything finally shattered into tiny embarrassing pieces for the whole world to see. I want to give my testimony to whomever will listen, about how my God and Savior rescued me from a living Hell. I was walking in spiritual death and headed straight for eternal destruction. I was addicted to Hell itself. I hope to testify of the immeasurable love and mercy of my God, which is available to anyone who will come to him and believe.